The D-effect

I've come miles
since i realized myself
One flame inside of me
I had ignited
which has dimmed
since so long.
It flickers to live
but i sim it down
on a pretence
That may be
its not the right time
nor the right move
For now.
but then it haunts
and kills me.
An incessant urge
drains through me
all the alibis
And makes me
to pull it out
from inside and
Wear it all over
Become what
I was meant to be
And stop masquerading
with an empty smile
So no more do i need
any sympathies
For now I am free
From the shackles
Of the rules someone
crafted for me.
Its me and only me
who dictates my world
Coz Thats how
Its meant to be.
Be it a sunny day
or a stormy night
I dont regret
Coz its mine
and I play with it
On my terms.
Now I am at peace
With no regrets
Waiting for
my day to come
When I'll rise to shine
and fill the world
with colors i store
before I faint
with bliss in my eyes.